I drive to work, as I pulled in the parking lot a gigantic colorful … loomed to the right of the building.
I wanted to share!!
Kind Regards -K
52 Weeks of Thankfulness
In loving memory! 8.28.18
In loving memory Rocklin D Webb 8/28/1999. ❤️
Suicide leaves so many unanswered questions. Please if you are going through a bad time, ask for help.
Love and hugs to all – K ❤️
Always You
In the beginning,
You were closer
Than anyone could ever be.
Little flutters, kicks and
Finally, I held you.
Then every night, up at 3.
To feed, rock and nurture.
My love surrounded us
To keep you safe and warm.
Back to work,
I had to go,
Throughout my day
Constantly, worrying
Wondering.
What were you
Doing, thinking,
Eating?
Often I would cry.
Until I rushed to pick you up,
My eves were spent
Holding, hugging, rocking
Singing you a lullaby,
Until you finally slept.
Lovingly I peered
Upon my sleeping babe.
And time continued on.
Seasons passed.
🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷
Days flew by
We tracked your height
With an old yard stick
A mark upon the door trim wood.
We were close
Life wasn’t perfect
But felt fabulous.
And Oh so good!
Soon you were off to school.
Everyday, I wondered
What you were
Doing, thinking.
As the sun went down
In our world.
After homework was done.
We sat around the
Kitchen table,
You would share your stories.
We’d laugh and giggle.
Often,
We’d rush to your
Baseball or basketball
Practice or a game.
As my day would
come to a close,
I would wonder
What was I doing
Right or wrong?
Was I teaching you enough?
Giving you life’s resources
To be
Accomplished in your life?
Often I searched for answers,
As I laid there
Trying to sleep.
And time went on.
Seasons passed.
Now,
As the sun gently rests
At the end of my day.
Random texts arrive.
Phone calls,
I’m blessed with
Pictures in the mail.
You share
what you are
Doing and thinking.
I am proud of what
You are accomplishing,
In your daily life.
When I go to bed at night.
I smile and am
Ever so thankful.
Knowing it’s time
And patience
That has kept us growing closer.
Though distance keeps us apart.
As the years go by
And the seasons pass.
As it has always been
Since your arrival.
No matter how old you are
Or where your life
Might take you,
In my heart
The truest love.
Will always belong
To you.❤️
Kind Regards and thinking about my children -K
❤️
Photography compliments and copyrighted by BGage & K of TheBlackWallBlog.
Sometimes
Sometimes
No matter how two people feel
It doesn’t work.
Is it timing?
Is it life perspective?
Is it fear?
Deep down they truly love you
In you heart you truly love them.
And still
There’s a missing puzzle piece.
You can’t finish putting together
the masterpiece
Because there is something missing.
It’s not identifiable
It just is.
You waste hours, days, months
Wondering what you did wrong?
Wondering why you were happy
Yet often you weren’t.
There was a hole of pain.
Something not quite fulfilled.
Lack of true faith
In each other?
Bad timing?
Eventually the pain
Of staying
Is equal to
The pain
Of walking away.
All because of
Something.
Sometimes.
Kind Regards -K
Photography copyrighted and compliments of BGage & Theblackwallblog
Circle
Thankfulness Week # 11
Hello ol' friends, it's been awhile Hard to believe That once again it has come Another snow fall, this winter's first Yes, again it did appear So gentle and so pure It covered Fall's browned leaves With tiny petite white fluff. Our favorite magical time of year, Yes, it would have been more dear If the ones who knew me best Could have stood along beside me Though in my heart and mind They forever will be near.
Ahh yes, the Holiday’s are once again upon us.
How many times have we read the words?
Through our lives, so many people, friends and family
have joined us in our traditional celebrations.
And the years go by….
You wake up one day, with only beautiful memories
of those that have now passed.
How do you handle it?
Well you know what I am going to say,
THE CHOICE IS ALWAYS UP TO YOU!
As for me, I raise my glass of wine in celebration!
How blessed I am to have such glorious memories to cherish.
“Here’s to the good ol’ days, to the present I am here to enjoy
and to the future of grand things to come!”
Kind Regards and feeling thankful – K
52 Weeks of Thankfulness 8, 9, 10
I have started to believe that once again I might just be able to allow myself to make some goals!
Thank you universe for opening up unexpected windows to allow me to start pushing out some negatives.
I still have work to do but a first step is a momentous occasion!
“Develop an attitude of gratitude, and give thanks for everything that happens to you, knowing that every step forward is a step toward achieving something bigger and better than your current situation.” -Brian Tracy
Isn’t it wonderful how more and more retailers are closing their doors on Christmas so their employees can have family time!
#winning all the way!!
What are YOU THANFUL FOR??
Kind Regards and feeling
thankful for you-K
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