In the beginning,
You were closer
Than anyone could ever be.
Little flutters, kicks and
Finally, I held you.
Then every night, up at 3.
To feed, rock and nurture.
My love surrounded us
To keep you safe and warm.
Back to work,
I had to go,
Throughout my day
Constantly, worrying
Wondering.
What were you
Doing, thinking,
Eating?
Often I would cry.
Until I rushed to pick you up,
My eves were spent
Holding, hugging, rocking
Singing you a lullaby,
Until you finally slept.
Lovingly I peered
Upon my sleeping babe.
And time continued on.
Seasons passed.
🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷
Days flew by
We tracked your height
With an old yard stick
A mark upon the door trim wood.
We were close
Life wasn’t perfect
But felt fabulous.
And Oh so good!
Soon you were off to school.
Everyday, I wondered
What you were
Doing, thinking.
As the sun went down
In our world.
After homework was done.
We sat around the
Kitchen table,
You would share your stories.
We’d laugh and giggle.
Often,
We’d rush to your
Baseball or basketball
Practice or a game.
As my day would
come to a close,
I would wonder
What was I doing
Right or wrong?
Was I teaching you enough?
Giving you life’s resources
To be
Accomplished in your life?
Often I searched for answers,
As I laid there
Trying to sleep.
And time went on.
Seasons passed.
Now,
As the sun gently rests
At the end of my day.
Random texts arrive.
Phone calls,
I’m blessed with
Pictures in the mail.
You share
what you are
Doing and thinking.
I am proud of what
You are accomplishing,
In your daily life.
When I go to bed at night.
I smile and am
Ever so thankful.
Knowing it’s time
And patience
That has kept us growing closer.
Though distance keeps us apart.
As the years go by
And the seasons pass.
As it has always been
Since your arrival.
No matter how old you are
Or where your life
Might take you,
In my heart
The truest love.
Will always belong
To you.❤️
Kind Regards and thinking about my children -K
❤️
Photography compliments and copyrighted by BGage & K of TheBlackWallBlog.
Reblogged this on Success Inspirers World.
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It is a joy and a sadness watching children go and then fly the nest.
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So true. Bitter sweet! Then along come grandchildren. ❤️
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My first is due in July!
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How exciting! 😘
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It is!!!!
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This is so real. Touching.
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The highest praise. Thank you! ❤️
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Beautiful poem filled with so much truth. Sometimes I can’t hold it together as well as you do as a parent. I feel sad that my kids don’t live closer and I forget to be proud of them just for being who they are. Your poem is a wonderful reminder. Thank you.
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Often I don’t hold it together all that well either! So I have to write poems to remind me to be grateful for what I DO have. Lol . Sending mom hugs your way! ❤️🎵❤️
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